I caved and bought a pregnancy test kit from the shop. It even says "test on first day of missed period" which would be Saturday, but NO, I test tonight cos I just "need to know"
Of course it shows I am not pregnant.
I am annoyed at myself and my need to know cos now I am feeling down when perhaps there is no need to. Or maybe my flights of hope and fantasy and "what ifs" are just back in reality of "what if I'm not".
Not really sure what I think. I am not telling DH cos he thinks I am dumb as I am having a blood test on Friday. SO now I will be miserable without showing it.
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